乔伊斯的故事-第3部分
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谈起写作经历。萨拉提博士在教育学院“人力资源开发”专业的会客室里聆听的样子看上去有些疲惫了，我忽然很内疚在博士面前发这些牢骚，毕竟写作与我写作的处境来说还是件艰苦的事情。今天的太阳已经落了幕，既然夜色要将邦塞海面的阳光金片都沉入了水底，那么我也不应该为这些生活里的金片觊觎不已了。但那些记忆中的上学的故事浮现出来却再也挥之不去……
Meet Thursday
The scattered islands emerge on the seas of Gulf of Thailand； w*es roll up from horizon to the beach and w*es which e from the east that may belong to the w*es of South China Sea； like the rippling wheat of my hometown； I can find sunshine fall down the Gulf of Thailand and the sparkled all the time。
When the large and infinite breath hit me； whatever the moisture of Bang Sean bay； the amber w*es of the Yu Dong Plain； I always close my eyes to listen these storm and stress。 Yes； only the sound can tell me the tempo of charger when everything we saw was dazzling。
Now I’m standing on the roof of the QS1 building listen to the sounds which e from Bang Sean seas； and it’s different with the sound of the wind which I known well when I snuggled to the enclosure of The Sui Xian High School； and it seem to brew a storm。
The top floor tranquil； those silences make me remember the writing time when I sit in the sofa of the apartments of Yunnan University teacher； this parlor in the third floor which hides in the safflowers； then I was organizing the invisible army with words on the keyboard； the genius who hides in the words was manding the army and them were ready for。
It must be the writing appetence stir up my feelings when Dr。 Saratid talked about my book which I g*e to him as a gift。 “Hi； Joyce； your hometown is beautiful。” He enjoyed in a book which called “Xi Ling town”。
It’s an essay which was inscribed by Cheng Dichao and designed by Meng Xingshi； and the essay’s front cover is a pair of Chinese brush drawing。 This picture draws the materials from my hometown： the vapor change irregularly to the ink cloud in the night sky of a village on the plain； the night take her eyes （moon） overlooking my hometown。 This is a patch skin of the Yu Dong Plain candidly revealed in the moon； this is a time when the moon picture and the reflection of shady trees draw a picture in each courtyard wall； and those pictures integrate a Chinese brush drawing in my essay book cover。 And those pictures bee the beauty in Dr。 Saratid’s eyes。
“Joyce； your hometown maybe the same beautiful as the James Joyce’s hometown；” he encouraged to me。
“And you can catch up with James Joyce if you work hard to keep writing。 You can make a writing and talk about your writing experience when you do your Independent Study； it maybe is a new challenge； yes； Joyce； you should do it！” Dr。 Saratid likes to munch a candy when he sits in the meeting office of the college of education。 He always encourages us to do some significant works； like a man collecting shells in the Bang Sean beach。
“Yes； l like writing； sir；” I look at his eyes and talk what I prehend about writing； “Writing is my self…improvement； sir； I always make writing as my basic way of growth； and I like James Joyce’s literatures very much。 I wish to develop my writhing like him。” That must be my overseas chapter of my writer’s life； I begin to require myself as a writer when I got the writer recognition by the Writers’ Union in Yunnan province。 At some time in the past I h*e believed it was a big progress of my writing experiences。
In the meeting office of Human Resource Development （HRD）； we talk about the different understanding and demands within the different experience。
“So； Joyce； we can make a time to talk your writing； how about Thursday； I h*e some visiting hours； okay； we can talk about study and literature； let’s do it！”
“Yes； sir； I’m very glad to talk with you！” Joyce said。
Joyce
“Talk about Joyce； should I talk about the one who called James Joyce or the one who called himself Joyce when he study overseas and write poems in the primary time？” I puzzled。
In this absentminded time； I ask to myself in a corner of 17 apartment houses。 All feelings are about summer and it proved that I h*e spent one year in Thailand； accidentally the choppy writing and the dead plan on writing paper； I h*e nothing fun in my life； even less the reading and understanding of James Joyce’s works as his reader。
“Why call you Joyce？” Dr。 Anong asked me in her class。
“I can’t talk clearly why I call myself Joyce； from the disposition； feeling； or tendency； as his adherent I h*e not ever read enough works； but maybe it out of the plex which provides a spirit to me when I’m called Joyce by someone。” A mysterious power encourages me when I talk to myself in my mind or in silence； it’s about warmth。
Poetize is a daily action of my life。 It maintains me。 I always remember the old days when I looked up to the Hai Yuan Temple and the continuous mountains outside school。 The gloomy mountains always prompt me to yearn for our couplets； like that Chinese brush drawing in our central room； the couplets say that： there is no way to the Peng hill； yet a green bird finds the way solicitously for us。
I guess that our couplets is a miniature of the scene before my eyes； but there is no green bird flying to the mountains for me； I can only stare to the swarthy cedars from casement； I can only stay in the 105 room of the Li Ren （Virtuous Manners in Neighborhood） building with a numb thinking。 In night growls of mountainside house e endlessly； if I want to pose poetry； it must derive of the missing about my hometown； my girl； and the distant friends； if I lie awake all night and idle away my time； I polish a poem when I look at the swarthy cedars； it just prove that my day time is my suffering。
I can remember an impression about Hai Yuan temple。 It is in the c*e； the saint read the divinatory symbols and talked with my destiny； he said that there were private calumny outside and I should act dumb everywhere。
But the pretend person always wakes up in midnight； and billow the trivia which occur under the cedars in his mind。 If I h*e a book about the poet’s life under the turmoil surrounding； I can wash the criminal’s soul cleanly； not to the people who survive in the unprivileged situation。
I think the author’s ageing integrate the writing development and the thought development； it belongs to the human resource development issue； and the ageing beh*ior is outguess the plicated social phenomenon and supply the incisive judgment with a literature style。
It’s a characterization about master in literature； like James Joyce； the Irish author who was esteemed by me； he was loved by his father as eldest son； was loved by deity of literature with his gifted literary expression。
He cherished his insights。 And this destitute and homeless man reduced my experience too trivial or insignificant to mention when I floundered in the Yu Dong Plain； the Yunnan…Guizhou plateau； and Bang Sean seas。 He assiduously writing and reduced my writing experience to nothing when I wrote in 105 room of Li Ren building； read in the ； pose in the 17 apartment houses for teachers of Yunnan University； 4 apartment houses of Burapha University。
January 7； 1904； James Joyce began to write his novel； a Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man； he began his moral spirit。
This is Joyce！
A man who investigated and researched the social phenomenon； used the literature works to supervise； integrate and encourage the people’s morality and spirit； he is a man of letters。
And a man who lives with the defamation and leads a vain and humdrum life is a loser of the ideal’s destroying。 I warn to myself。
There should no name and title if a man can s*e the cultural life； I sedate myself like this when I h*e not enough courage to
