屋顶间的哲学家_梭维斯特-第2部分
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toyoufirst;hermitsincities;forwhomdeathandpovertyhavecreatedasolitudeinthemidstofthecrowd!unhappylaborers;whoarecondemnedtotoilinmelancholy;andeatyourdailybreadinsilenceanddesertion;andwhomgodhaswithdrawnfromtheintoxicatingpangsofloveandfriendship!
toyou;fonddreamers;whopassthroughlifewithyoureyesturnedtowardsomepolarstar;whileyoutreadwithindifferenceovertherichharvestsofreality!
toyou;honestfathers;wholengthenouttheeveningtomaintainyourfamilies!toyou;poorwidows;weepingandworkingbyacradle!toyou;youngmen;resolutelysettoopenforyourselvesapathinlife;largeenoughtoleadthroughitthewifeofyourchoice!toyou;allbravesoldiersofworkandofself…sacrifice!
toyou;lastly;whateveryourtitleandyourname;wholovegood;whopitythesuffering;whowalkthroughtheworldlikethesymbolicalvirginofbyzantium;withbotharmsopentothehumanrace!
hereiamsuddenlyinterruptedbyloudandincreasingchirpings。ilookaboutme:mywindowissurroundedwithsparrowspickingupthecrumbsofbreadwhichinmybrownstudyihadjustscatteredontheroof。atthissightaflashoflightbrokeuponmysaddenedheart。ideceivedmyselfjustnow;wheniplainedthatihadnothingtogive:thankstome;thesparrowsofthispartofthetownwillhavetheirnew…yearsgifts!
twelveoclock鈥斺�攁knockatmydoor;apoorgirlesin;andgreetsmebyname。atfirstidonotrecollecther;butshelooksatme;andsmiles。ah!itispaulette!butitisalmostayearsinceihaveseenher;andpauletteisnolongerthesame:theotherdayshewasachild;nowsheisalmostayoungwoman。
pauletteisthin;pale;andmiserablyclad;butshehasalwaysthesameopenandstraightforwardlook鈥斺�攖hesamemouth;smilingateveryword;asiftocourtyoursympathy鈥斺�攖hesamevoice;somewhattimid;yetexpressingfondness。pauletteisnotpretty鈥斺�攕heiseventhoughtplain;asforme;ithinkhercharming。perhapsthatisnotonheraccount;butonmyown。
pauletteappearstomeasoneofmyhappiestrecollections。
itwastheeveningofapublicholiday。ourprincipalbuildingswereilluminatedwithfestoonsoffire;athousandflagswavedinthenightwinds;andthefireworkshadjustshotforththeirspoutsofflameintothemidstofthechampdemars。suddenly;oneofthoseunaccountablealarmswhichstrikeamultitudewithpanicfelluponthedensecrowd:
theycryout;theyrushonheadlong;theweakeronesfall;andthefrightenedcrowdtramplesthemdowninitsconvulsivestruggles。iescapedfromtheconfusionbyamiracle;andwashasteningaway;whenthecriesofaperishingchildarrestedme:ireenteredthathumanchaos;and;afterunheard…ofexertions;ibroughtpauletteoutofitattheperilofmylife。
thatwastwoyearsago:sincethenihadnotseenthechildagainbutatlongintervals;andihadalmostforgottenher;butpaulettesmemorywasthatofagratefulheart;andshecameatthebeginningoftheyeartooffermeherwishesformyhappiness。shebroughtme;besides;awallflowerinfullbloom;sheherselfhadplantedandrearedit:itwassomethingthatbelongedwhollytoherself;foritwasbyhercare;herperseverance;andherpatience;thatshehadobtainedit。
thewallflowerhadgrowninamonpot;butpaulette;whoisabandbox…maker;hadputitintoacaseofvarnishedpaper;ornamentedwitharabesques。thesemighthavebeeninbettertaste;butididnotfeeltheattentionandgood…willtheless。
thisunexpectedpresent;thelittlegirlsmodestblushes;theplimentsshestammeredout;dispelled;asbyasunbeam;thekindofmistwhichhadgatheredroundmymind;mythoughtssuddenlychangedfromtheleadentintsofeveningtothebrightestcolorsofdawn。imadepaulettesitdown;andquestionedherwithalightheart。
atfirstthelittlegirlrepliedinmonosyllables;butverysoonthetableswereturned;anditwasiwhointerruptedwithshortinterjectionsherlongandconfidentialtalk。thepoorchildleadsahardlife。shewasleftanorphanlongsince;withabrotherandsister;andliveswithanoldgrandmother;whohas〃broughtthemuptopoverty;〃asshealwayscallsit。
however;paulettenowhelpshertomakebandboxes;herlittlesisterperrinebeginstousetheneedle;andherbrotherhenryisapprenticetoaprinter。allwouldgowellifitwerenotforlossesandwantofwork鈥斺�攊fitwerenotforclotheswhichwearout;forappetiteswhichgrowlarger;andforthewinter;whenyoucannotgetsunshinefornothing。
pauletteplainsthathercandlesgotooquickly;andthatherwoodcoststoomuch。thefireplaceintheirgarretissolargethatafagotmakesnomoreshowinitthanamatch;itissoneartheroofthatthewindblowstheraindownit;andinwinterithailsuponthehearth;sotheyhaveleftoffusingit。henceforththeymustbecontentwithanearthenchafing…dish;uponwhichtheycooktheirmeals。thegrandmotherhadoftenspokenofastovethatwasforsaleatthebrokerscloseby;butheaskedsevenfrancsforit;andthetimesaretoohardforsuchanexpense:thefamily;therefore;resignthemselvestocoldforeconomy!
aspaulettespoke;ifeltmoreandmorethatiwaslosingmyfretfulnessandlowspirits。thefirstdisclosuresofthelittlebandbox…makercreatedwithinmeawishthatsoonbecameaplan。iquestionedheraboutherdailyoccupations;andsheinformedmethatonleavingmeshemustgo;withherbrother;hersister;andgrandmother;tothedifferentpeopleforwhomtheywork。myplanwasimmediatelysettled。itoldthechildthatiwouldgotoseeherintheevening;andisentherawaywithfreshthanks。
iplacedthewallflowerintheopenwindow;wherearayofsunshinebiditwele;thebirdsweresingingaround;theskyhadclearedup;andtheday;whichbegansoloweringly;hadbeebright。isangasimovedaboutmyroom;and;havinghastilyputonmyhatandcoat;iwentout。
threeoclock鈥斺�攁llissettledwithmyneighbor;thechimney…doctor;hewillrepairmyoldstove;andanswersforitsbeingasgoodasnew。
atfiveoclockwearetosetout;andputitupinpaulettesgrandmothersroom。
midnight鈥斺�攁llhasgoneoffwell。atthehouragreedupon;iwasattheoldbandbox…makers;shewasstillout。mypiedmontese'inparisachimney…sweeperisnamed〃piedmontese〃or〃savoyard;〃
astheyusuallyefromthatcountry。'fixedthestove;whileiarrangedadozenlogsinthegreatfireplace;takenfrommywinterstock。ishallmakeupforthembywarmingmyselfwithwalking;orbygoingtobedearlier。
myheartbeatateverystepthatwasheardonthestaircase;itrembledlesttheyshouldinterruptmeinmypreparations;andshouldthusspoilmyintendedsurprise。butno!鈥斺�攕eeeverythingready:thelightedstovemurmursgently;thelittlelampburnsuponthetable;andabottleofoilforitisprovidedontheshelf。thechimney…doctorisgone。nowmyfearlesttheyshouldeischangedintoimpatienceattheirnoting。atlastihearchildrensvoices;heretheyare:theypushopenthedoorandrushin鈥斺�攂uttheyallstopinastonishment。
atthesightofthelamp;thestove;andthevisitor;whostandstherelikeamagicianinthemidstofthesewonders;theydrawbackalmostfrightened。pauletteisthefirsttoprehendit;andthearrivalofthegrandmother;whoismoreslowlymountingthestairs;finishestheexplanation。thenetears;ecstasies;thanks!
butthewondersarenotyetended。thelittlesisteropenstheoven;anddiscoverssomechestnutsjustroasted;thegrandmotherputsherhandonthebottlesofciderarrangedonthedresser;andidrawforthfromthebasketthatihavehiddenacoldtongue;apotofbutter;andsomefreshrolls。
nowtheirwonderturnsintoadmiration;thelittlefamilyhaveneverseensuchafeast!theylaythecloth;theysitdown;theyeat;itisapletebanquetforall;andeachcontributeshissharetoit。ihadbroughtonlythesupper:andthebandbox…makerandherchildrensuppliedtheenjoyment。
whatburstsoflaughteratnothing!whatahubbubofquestionswhichwaitedfornoreply;ofreplieswhichanswerednoquestion!theoldwomanherselfsharedinthewildmerrimentofthelittleones!ihavealwaysbeenstruckattheeasewithwhichthepoorforgettheirwretchedness。beingusedtoliveonlyforthepresent;theymakeagainofeverypleasureassoonasitoffersitself。butthesurfeitedricharemoredifficulttosatisfy:theyrequiretimeandeverythingtosuitbeforetheywillconsenttobehappy。
theeveninghaspassedlikeamoment。theoldwomantoldmethehistoryofherlife;sometimessmiling;sometimesdryinghereyes。perrinesanganoldballadwithherfreshyoungvoice。henrytolduswhatheknowsofthegreatwritersoftheday;towhomhehastocarrytheirproofs。atlastwewereobligedtoseparate;notwithoutfreshthanksonthepartofthehappyfamily。
ihaveehomeslowly;ruminatingwithafullheart;andpureenjoyment;onthesimpleeventsofmyevening。ithasgivenmemuchfortandmuchinstruction。now;nonew…yearsdaywilleamisstome;iknowthatnooneissounhappyastohavenothingtogiveandnothingtoreceive。
asicamein;imetmyrichneighborsnewequipage。she;too;hadjustreturnedfromhereveningsparty;and;asshesprangfromthecarriage…stepwithfeverishimpatience;iheardhermurmur〃atlast!〃
i;whenileftpaulettesfamily;said〃sosoon!〃
CHAPTER II
thecarnival
february20th
whatanoiseoutofdoors!whatisthemeaningoftheseshoutsandcries?ah!irecollect:thisisthelastdayofthecarniva