屋顶间的哲学家_梭维斯特-第17部分
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oneevening;wheniwenttomakesometriflingpurchasesofher;iheardasoundofquarrellinginthebackshop。therewerethevoicesofseveralwomen;amongwhichidistinguishedthatofgenevieve;brokenbysobs。onlookingfartherin;iperceivedthefruit…womanholdingachildinherarms;andkissingit;whileacountrynurseseemedtobeclaimingherwagesfromher。thepoorwoman;whowithoutdoubthadexhaustedeveryexplanationandeveryexcuse;wascryinginsilence;andoneofherneighborswastryinginvaintoappeasethecountrywoman。excitedbythatloveofmoneywhichtheevilsofahardpeasantlifebuttoowellexcuse;anddisappointedbytherefusalofherexpectedwages;thenursewaslaunchingforthinrecriminations;threats;andabuse。inspiteofmyself;ilistenedtothequarrel;notdaringtointerfere;andnotthinkingofgoingaway;whenmichaelaroutappearedattheshop…door。
thejoinerhadjustefromthebarriers;wherehehadpassedpartofthedayatapublic…house。hisblouse;withoutabelt;anduntiedatthethroat;showednoneofthenoblestainsofwork:inhishandheheldhiscap;whichhehadjustpickedupoutofthemud;hishairwasindisorder;hiseyefixed;andthepallorofdrunkennessinhisface。hecamereelingin;lookedwildlyaroundhim;andcalledgenevieve。
sheheardhisvoice;gaveastart;andrushedintotheshop;butatthesightofthemiserableman;whowastryinginvaintosteadyhimself;shepressedthechildinherarms;andbentoveritwithtears。
thecountrywomanandtheneighborhadfollowedher。
〃e!e!〃criedtheformerinarage;〃doyouintendtopayme;afterall?〃
〃askthemasterforthemoney;〃ironicallyansweredthewomanfromthenextdoor;pointingtothejoiner;whohadjustfallenagainstthecounter。
thecountrywomanlookedathim。
〃ah!heisthefather;〃returnedshe。〃well;whatidlebeggars!nottohaveapennytopayhonestpeople;andgettipsywithwineinthatway。〃
thedrunkardraisedhishead。
〃what!what!〃stammeredhe;〃whoisitthattalksofwine?ivehadnothingbutbrandy!butiamgoingbackagaintogetsomewine!wife;givemeyourmoney;therearesomefriendswaitingformeattheperelatuille。〃
genevievedidnotanswer:hewentroundthecounter;openedthetill;andbegantorummageinit。
〃youseewherethemoneyofthehousegoes!〃observedtheneighbortothecountrywoman;〃howcanthepoorunhappywomanpayyouwhenhetakesall?〃
〃isthatmyfault?〃repliedthenurse;angrily。〃theyowetome;andsomehoworothertheymustpayme!〃
andlettingloosehertongue;asthesewomenoutofthecountrydo;shebeganrelatingatlengthallthecareshehadtakenofthechild;andalltheexpenseithadbeentoher。inproportionassherecalledallshehaddone;herwordsseemedtoconvincehermorethaneverofherrights;andtoincreaseheranger。thepoormother;whonodoubtfearedthatherviolencewouldfrightenthechild;returnedintothebackshop;andputitintoitscradle。
whetheritisthatthecountrywomansawinthisactadeterminationtoescapeherclaims;orthatshewasblindedbypassion;icannotsay;butsherushedintothenextroom;whereiheardthesoundsofquarrelling;withwhichthecriesofthechildweresoonmingled。thejoiner;whowasstillrummaginginthetill;wasstartled;andraisedhishead。
atthesamemomentgenevieveappearedatthedoor;holdinginherarmsthebabythatthecountrywomanwastryingtotearfromher。sherantowardthecounter;andthrowingherselfbehindherhusband;cried:
〃michael;defendyourson!〃
thedrunkenmanquicklystooduperect;likeonewhoawakeswithastart。
〃myson!〃stammeredhe;〃whatson?〃
hislooksfelluponthechild;avaguerayofintelligencepassedoverhisfeatures。
〃robert;〃resumedhe;〃itisrobert!〃
hetriedtosteadyhimselfonhisfeet;thathemighttakethebaby;buthetottered。thenurseapproachedhiminarage。
〃mymoney;orishalltakethechildaway!〃criedshe。〃itisiwhohavefedandbroughtitup:ifyoudontpaymeforwhathasmadeitlive;itoughttobethesametoyouasifitweredead。ishallnotgountilihavemydue;orthebaby。〃
〃andwhatwouldyoudowithhim?〃murmuredgenevieve;pressingrobertagainstherbosom。
〃takeittothefoundling!〃repliedthecountrywoman;harshly;〃thehospitalisabettermotherthanyouare;foritpaysforthefoodofitslittleones。〃
attheword〃foundling;〃genevievehadexclaimedaloudinhorror。withherarmswoundroundherson;whoseheadshehidinherbosom;andhertwohandsspreadoverhim;shehadretreatedtothewall;andremainedwithherbackagainstit;likealionessdefendingheryoung。theneighborandicontemplatedthisscene;withoutknowinghowwecouldinterfere。asformichael;helookedatusbyturns;makingavisibleefforttoprehenditall。whenhiseyerestedupongenevieveandthechild;itlitupwithagleamofpleasure;butwhenheturnedtowardus;heagainbecamestupidandhesitating。
atlast;apparentlymakingaprodigiouseffort;hecriedout;〃wait!〃
andgoingtoatubfilledwithwater;heplungedhisfaceintoitseveraltimes。
everyeyewasturneduponhim;thecountrywomanherselfseemedastonished。atlengthheraisedhisdrippinghead。thisablutionhadpartlydispelledhisdrunkenness;helookedatusforamoment;thenheturnedtogenevieve;andhisfacebrightenedup。
〃robert!〃criedhe;goinguptothechild;andtakinghiminhisarms。
〃ah!givehimme;wife;imustlookathim。〃
themotherseemedtogiveuphissontohimwithreluctance;andstayedbeforehimwithherarmsextended;asifshefearedthechildwouldhaveafall。thenursebeganagaininherturntospeak;andrenewedherclaims;thistimethreateningtoappealtolaw。atfirstmichaellistenedtoherattentively;andwhenheprehendedhermeaning;hegavethechildbacktoitsmother。
〃howmuchdoweoweyou?〃askedhe。
thecountrywomanbegantoreckonupthedifferentexpenses;whichamountedtonearlythirtyfrancs。thejoinerfelttothebottomofhispockets;butcouldfindnothing。hisforeheadbecamecontractedbyfrowns;lowcursesbegantoescapehim。allofasuddenherummagedinhisbreast;drewforthalargewatch;andholdingitupabovehishead:
〃hereitis鈥斺�攈eresyourmoney!〃criedhewithajoyfullaugh;〃awatch;agoodone!ialwayssaiditwouldkeepforadrinkonadryday;butitisnotiwhowilldrinkit;buttheyoungone。ah!ah!ah!goandsellitforme;neighbor;andifthatisnotenough;ihavemyearrings。eh!
genevieve;takethemoffforme;theearringswillsquareall!theyshallnotsayyouhavebeendisgracedonaccountofthechild鈥斺�攏o;notevenifimustpledgeabitofmyflesh!mywatch;myearrings;andmyring鈥斺�攇etridofallofthemformeatthegoldsmiths;paythewoman;andletthelittlefoolgotosleep。givehimme;genevieve;iwillputhimtobed。〃
and;takingthebabyfromthearmsofhismother;hecarriedhimwithafirmsteptohiscradle。
itwaseasytoperceivethechangewhichtookplaceinmichaelfromthisday。hecutallhisolddrinkingacquaintances。hewentearlyeverymorningtohiswork;andreturnedregularlyintheeveningtofinishthedaywithgenevieveandrobert。verysoonhewouldnotleavethematall;andhehiredaplacenearthefruit…shop;andworkedinitonhisownaccount。
theywouldsoonhavebeenabletoliveinfort;haditnotbeenfortheexpenseswhichthechildrequired。everythingwasgivenuptohiseducation。hehadgonethroughtheregularschooltraining;hadstudiedmathematics;drawing;andthecarpenterstrade;andhadonlybeguntoworkafewmonthsago。tillnow;theyhadbeenexhaustingeveryresourcewhichtheirlaboriousindustrycouldprovidetopushhimforwardinhisbusiness;and;happily;alltheseexertionshadnotproveduseless:theseedhadbroughtforthfruit;andthedaysofharvestwerecloseby。
whileiwasthusrecallingtheseremembrancestomymind;michaelhadein;andwasoccupiedinfixingshelveswheretheywerewanted。
duringthetimeiwaswritingthenotesofmyjournal;iwasalsoscrutinizingthejoiner。
theexcessesofhisyouthandthelaborofhismanhoodhavedeeplymarkedhisface;hishairisthinandgray;hisshouldersstoop;hislegsareshrunkenandslightlybent。thereseemsasortofweightinhiswholebeing。hisveryfeatureshaveanexpressionofsorrowanddespondency。
heanswersmyquestionsbymonosyllables;andlikeamanwhowishestoavoidconversation。whenceesthisdejection;whenonewouldthinkhehadallhecouldwishfor?ishouldliketoknow!
tenoclock鈥斺�攎ichaelisjustgonedownstairstolookforatoolhehasforgotten。ihaveatlastsucceededindrawingfromhimthesecretofhisandgenevievessorrow。theirsonrobertisthecauseofit!
notthathehasturnedoutillafteralltheircare鈥斺�攏otthatheisidleordissipated;butbothwereinhopeshewouldneverleavethemanymore。
thepresenceoftheyoungmanwastohaverenewedandmadegladtheirlivesoncemore;hismothercountedthedays;hisfatherpreparedeverythingtoreceivetheirdearassociateintheirtoils;andatthemomentwhentheywerethusabouttoberepaidforalltheirsacrifices;roberthadsuddenlyinformedthemthathehadjustengagedhimselftoacontractoratversailles。
everyremonstranceandeveryprayerwereuseless;hebroughtforwardthenecessityofinitiatinghimselfintoallthedetailsofanimportantcontract;thefacilitiesheshouldhaveinhisnewpositionofimprovinghimsel